\ap¡mcp¬WvSv ?

\½fo hoÂs¨bdn Ccn¡phm³ XpS§nbn«p aWn¡qsd{Xbmbn ? CsX¶m s]cphgnbmtWm?

s]cphgnbÃm, s]cphgnb¼eamWv. h¶p t]mIp¶ hgnt]m¡À¡pÅ k{Xw.

ChnSps¯ tPmen¡mÀ Fs´¦nepw tNmZn¨m Hc£cw anWvSp¶nÃm, Xncnªpt\m¡p¶pt]mepanÃ. ChtcmSp \½sf´p sXämWv sNbvXXv?

sXäpsNbvXXv ImeamWv. Imew \½sf hr²cm¡n. hr²À hnhct¡Sp am{Xta ]dbq F¶mWv sNdp¸¡mÀ Nn´n¡p¶Xv. AÃ, AXn Ipsd icnbpapWvSvv.

F´p icnbpWvsS¶m? \½Ä Imcyasà ]dbp¶Xv? \ap¡v kma\yt_m[ansÃ?. \ap¡pw hnImc§fpw hnNmc§fpw AhImi§fpansÃ? Rms\s´¦nepw hnhct¡Sv ]dbp¶Xmbn tXm¶nbp«pWvtSm?

F\n¡v tXm¶o«nÃ, ImcWw Rm\pw \obpw C\sam¶sÃ? \½psS Nn´Ifpw XmÂ]cy§fpw ]g©\mWv. \nd§fpw sshhn²y§fpw tXSp¶hÀ¡v t_mdSn¸n¡p¶ A{]kàhpw BhÀ¯\hnckXbpWvSm¡p¶Xpamb ]eXpw \½psS kwkmc¯nepWvSv. Ip¯nsbmgpIp¶ a\pjy kap{Zs¯ t\m¡n IcIfn \n¡p¶ shdpw ImWnIÄ am{XamWv \½Ä. Hgp¡n tNÀs¶mgpIphm³ \ap¡mhnÃ. \½Ä hfsc hfsc ]ndInemsWsâ Iq«pImcn.

apdnbn `£Ww sImWvSph¨ s]¬sIm¨nt\mSv ]m{Xw H¶p Xpd¶pXcm³ ]dªt¸mÄ anWvScpsX¶p BKyw ImWn¨Xp IWvSnsÃ. amt\PÀ¡v Iw¹bnâv sImSp¡Ww. Chfpamsc ]ncn¨phnSs«.

anWvSphms\mcpImew ]ns¶ anWvSmXncn¡phms\mcp Imew. FÃmw IWvSv I®Sbv¡phm\pff ImeamWnXv. ]cn`hn¨nt«m ]cmXns¸«nt«m ImcyanÃ. Ft¸mgpw \yq\]£amb \½Ä BtcmSmWv Iw¹bnâv ]dbp¶Xv? ]£w tNcphm³ BcpanÃm¯ {]Xn]£amWp Ip«o \½Ä. ]It]m¡m\pw ]Icwho«m\pw C\n \ap¡mhnÃ. AXp tZmjta sN¿q.

\½fn{X `mKyanÃm¯hcmbnt¸mbtÃ?

F¶p]dbphm³ ]täzm? `mKy§Ä Gsd sImbvXpIq«nb PohnXasà \½ptSXv? XpS§nbXv A§Snhmc¯nÂ\n¶v, H¶panÃmbvabn \n¶v. HmSn¡bdnbXpw IogS¡nbXpw Dbc§Ä. \ap¡pIn«nb Cu Zm¼XykulrZw Xs¶ F{Xhenb A\p{KlamWv. AXn hncnª I\nhpw IcpWbpsa{XbmWv? I®oÀ XpSbv¡phm\pw ssI¯m§phm\pw Icp¯pw IcpWbpapÅ Ic§fmbncp¶nsà \½ptSXv? \osb\n¡v kz´ambXv henb ku`mKyasÃ? IqSpsI«n, Ipªp§sft\Sn. ]Whpw {]ikvXnbpw t]cpw s]cpabpw Ipds¨m¶pamtWm kzÀ¤w Xpd¶p X¶Xv?

F¶n«v, F¶ns«Ãmw FhnsSt¸mbn?

`mKyku`mKy§Ä BÀ¡pw kz´aà Ipsª. AXpIpd¨pImew \½psS, ]ns¶ asämcmfpsS. X¼pcm\v FÃmhÀ¡pw \oXnbmbn«v ]¦n«p sImSpt¡WvSXpWvStÃm. shdpwIt¿msS IS¶ph¶v t\«§fpsS {]`mXa²ymÓ¯n ssI \ndsb hmcn¡q«n \jvS§fpsS {]tZmj¯ntebv¡v IS¶padbphm\pÅXmWp PohnXw. \ap¡p am{Xaà sIt«m, FÃmhÀ¡pw.

F¶mepw \½psS a¡Ä \½tfmSn§s\ sNbvXtÃm? \½psS amXm]nXm¡Ä¡v \½Ä hnf¼nb IcpWbpsS ]IpXnt]mepw hnf¼m³ AhÀ¡p tXm¶nbnÃtÃm.......

H¶ntâw IW¡pIq«cpXv. sImSp¯Xnsâ IW¡p ]dbcpXv. a¡Ä \ÂIp¶ hne]nSn¸pÅ k½m\§fmWv ]m¸p©ncnbpw IfnXamiIfpw Ipªp½bpsams¡. AXmWv Gähpw henb {]Xn^ew. A{Xtb {]Xo£n¡mhq. a¡fpsS IfnNncnIÄ \ÂInb kt´mj¯nsâ hnesb´m? XpbnepWÀ¯nb BßlÀj§sf{Xbmbncp¶p? A½sb¶ al\ob ]Zhn \ÂInbXv AhcsÃ? AXnsâ alXzw BPoh\m´asÃ? ]ns¶, AhÀ¡pw IqSpsI«Ww, Ipªp¡nfnIÄ¡nc tXSWw, ]d¡m³ ]Tn¸n¡Ww, Ac§n BSn¸mSWw, AWnbdbn Dujvaf hnImcX¸§fn hn{ian¡Ww...... .... ]ns¶, Xnc¡n\Sbn HmSnh¶v \½sf ImWp¶nsÃ?

\ap¡v Bcm DÅXv?

\ap¡v \½fntÃtSm? \½Ä am{Xambn XpS§nb bm{XbsÃ, C\nbpw \½sfmcpan¨v ZqcZqcw t]mIpw. cm{Xnbn Rm³ ImÂXncp½n¯cp¶nsÃ? \nsâ HmtcmXpÅn I®p\ocpw XpSbv¡p¶Xv Cu ssIIfsÃ. Fsâ Imen ]pX¸pWvtSm¶dnbm³ cm{Xnbn th¨pth¨v \osbgpt¶äphcp¶Xv Rm\dnbp¶pWvSv. ]ns¶ CSbv¡ph¨v HcmÄ ]gn]ncnªmÂ....... Häs¸«pt]mbmÂ...... ....

thWvS, AsXm¶pw ]dbWvS. tIÄ¡m³ F\n¡mhnÃ. \½Ä cWvSpt]cpanÃm¯ HcptemIw ssZhsa, F\n¡p t]SnbmIp¶p….

Ipsª, AtXmÀ¯pw `bs¸ScpXv. B bmYmÀ°yhpw AwKoIcn¡Ww. ssItImÀ¯ Ic§sf hnSphn¨v BZyw Dugw hcp¶bmsf Iq«o«p t]mIm\pw Iq«nÃm¯hÀ¡p Iq«mIm\pw Hcmfnsà Iq«pImcn? acW¯ntâbpw kl\¯ntâbpw Ib§fn Ipgªp ap§n¯mgpt¼mgpw Hcp Icw \½psS ta apdpsI ]nSn¨n«pWvSmIpw. A{Xbpw Icp¯pÅ Ic§Ä BÀ¡mWpÅXv?