ltem, CXv hn\oXmWv. Rm³ sNss¶bn \n¶mWv hnfn¡p¶Xv. Ahkm\ bm{X ]dbm³ hnfn¨Xm. A¸bv¡v Fs¶s¡mWvSpÅ ieyw Xocm³ C\n ]¯p an\ntä _m¡nbpÅp. Rm\§p t]mhzm.
‘Hcp hm¡pt]mepw ]dbmsX ho«n \n¶nd§nt¸mbt¸mÄ tXm¶m¯ IS¸msS´mWnt¸mÄ tXm¶m³ ‘?
Hmtlm, At¸mÄ hnfn¨Xp sXämbnt¸mbn AsÃ? tkmdn.
‘sXäp sN¿p¶Xp BZyaÃtÃm?’
a¡fpsS sXäp IWvSp]nSn¡m\ÃmsX kvt\ln¡phm³ \n§Ä¡v CXphsc Ignªn«pWvtSm? F´mWmthm "ko_osF' tImSXn IWvSp]nSn¨ C{X henb ]mXIw?
‘hm¡pIÄ Iq«nt¨À¯p ]dbphm³ XpS§nbt¸mÄ apX \o ]dbp¶XmWv kvt\ln¨n«nà kvt\lw In«nbn«nà F¶v. kvt\lw sImSp¯Xnsâ IWs¡m¶pw R§Ä kq£n¨n«nÃ. hm§n¨Xnsâ IW¡v \nsâ lrZb¯nepanÃm ]ns¶ sXfnhnÃtÃm. \ns¶ Ipäs¸Sp¯nsbs¶¦nepw \o k½Xn¨tÃm. Ipäs¸Sp¯phm\pw Xncp¯phm\pw HcmfnÃm¯Xnsâ Zp:Jw A\p`hn¡p¶hcpsS temI¯v AXnsâ hnebpw \n\¡dnbnÃ. aZy]n¨v am\wsI« kplr¯p¡fpambn \S¶XmWv \nsâ Ipäw. AsXm¶pw hIh¨p Xcm³ km²yaÃ.’
Hmtlm, aZy]n¨XmtWm C{X henb Ipäw? C¶m«nse sNdp¸¡m scm¶pw aZy]n¡m¯hcmtWm? Ahscm¶pw amXm]nXm¡fpw hoSpw CÃm¯hcmtWm?
‘C¶m«nse sNdp¸¡msc§ns\bmsW¶v F\n¡dnbnÃ. ]s£ \osb§s\ BIWsa¶v F\n¡p \nÀ_ÔapWvSv.’
AhnSp¶v H¶mw \qämWvSnemtWm Pohn¡p¶Xv? a¡sf hcnªpsI«n, aq¡pIbdn«p hen¨p sImWvSp \S¡W Imesams¡ t]mbn.. Ip¸nbnen«p hfÀ¯phm³ Rms\´m aWn¹mâmtWm? temIw IWvSp BkzZn¨pw A\p`hn¨pw Pohn¡phm\pÅ {]mbamWnXv.
‘FÃm a¡Ä¡pw amXm]nXm¡Ä hnhcw sI«hcpw I¬{SnIfpamWv. AcpsX¶p ]dªm Ak¯mbn Xocphm\pÅ Zpc´hpw ssZhw amXm]nXm¡fpsS XebnsegpXo«pWvSmImw. Rm\pw Hcn¡Â IS¶pt]m¶ hgnbneqsSbmWv \obn¶p IS¶p t]mIp¶Xv. AXp X½n \qämWvSpIfpsS hyXymksam¶panÃ.’
F´m A¶p ]pWymf\mbncpt¶m?
‘]pWymfs\m¶pambncp¶nÃ. CSdnbn«pWvSv, hoWn«papWvSv. FÃmw hgnbn am{Xw. hgnhn«v IpSpw_¯nsâ am\w XIÀ¯v H¶pw kw`hn¡m³ CSbmbn«nÃ. AXn\v Fsâ amXm]nXm¡Ä k½Xn¨panÃ. Rm\pw Fsâ a¡tfbpw k½Xn¡nÃ.’
Hcp I¿n hnjhpw adpI¿n BßlXym¡pdns¸gpXphm\pÅ t]\bpambn \n¡p¶ kz´w aIt\mSv Bizmkhm¡pIÄ ]dbmsX hmZ{]XnhmZ¯n\mWsà XmÂ]cyw?
‘acn¡phm\pÅ \nsâ Xocpam\s¯ amäphm³ \n\t¡ Ignbq. PohnX¯n \ns¶mfnt¨mSnbm FÃm {]iv\hpw Xocpsa¶p IcpXp¶hÀ¡v acWw t]mwhgnbpw AUn£\pambncn¡pw. PohnXw ssZh¯nsâ Zm\amWv, AXnsâ IW¡p t_m[n¸nt¡WvS D¯chmZnXzw \ntâXmWv. DuXns¡Sp¯pItbm sISmsX kq£n¡pItbm sN¿phm\pÅ NpaXe \ntâXmWv. AcpsX¶p ]dªmepw AcpXm¯Xp sN¿p¶ \nsâ \ntj[ at\m`mh¯nsâ ap¼n \nÊlmb\mbn \n¡phm\sà \nÊmc\mb F\n¡p Ignbq. a¡Ä \·bn hfcp¶Xpw ]Scp¶Xpw IWvSp kt´mjn¡phm\pÅ `mKyw Nne amXm]nXm¡Ä¡v DWvSmImdnÃ. F´p ]dbm\m?’
\n§Ä FÃmw XnIª krjvSnbmbncn¡pw. Rm\§\ÃtÃm, Akpchn¯tÃ.
‘Akpc P·§Ä¡pw ]pWy¯nte¡p hfcm\mIpw. \n¶nse sshIrX §fpsS apsÅmSn¡phm\pw apdnhp sI«phm\pw R§Ä {ian¨Xv AXn\pthWvSnbmWv. ]s£ \o IpXdn HmSpIbmWv. Xn·bpw \nIrjvSXbpw \ns¶ _eambn Iogvs¸Sp¯pIbmWv.’
k½Xn¨p. \n§tft¸mepÅ kmXznIÀ¡v \nIrjvS P·ambn P\n¨pt]mbXn am¸p tNmZn¡p¶p. HcmßlXym¡pdn¸v t]mepsagpXmsX, Fsâ PUwt]mepw Npa¸n¡msX, IpSpw_¯nsâ kÂt¸cn\p tISp hcp¯msX Rm³ \nanj§Ä¡pÅn HmSn Hfnt¨mfmw. X¶ HuZmcy¯n\v {]Xn^ew Xcphm³ Fsâ I¿nsem¶panÃ. IS¡mc\mbn«p t]mIp¶Xn hnjaapWvSv.
‘AXmbncp¶nà R§fpsS kz]v\w. \ndapÅ `mh\Ifpw \nd¡q«p hnXdnb {]Xo£Ifpambncp¶p \ns¶¸än R§Ä¡v. dnt«Wns\¸än Hcp IW¡pw R§Ä Iq«nbn«nÃ. \nsâ hfÀ¨bpw DbÀ¨bpw am{Xambncp¶p R§Ä IWvS kz]v\§Ä.’
a¡sf¸än Akm²y kz]v\§Ä ImWp¶ amXm]nXm¡Ä a¡Ä¡v I\¯ _m²yXbmWv. \n§Ä hnSÀ¯p¶ Iym³hmknse \n§Ä hc¡p¶ Icnajnt¡me§fmIWw \n§fpsS a¡Ä F¶mWv \n§Ä B{Kln¡p¶Xv. A§s\sb¦n F\nbvs¡hnsSbmWv kzmX{´yw?
‘F´pw sN¿phm\pÅ "Ft¶mkn'bmWv kzmX{´ysa¶ sXäpn²mcW \nsâ Xe¡Sn¨n«pWvSv. AsXmcp `mh\mtemIamWv. \nba§fpw \n_Ô\Ifpw A\pkcn¡pt¼mgmWv ]uc³ kzX{´\mIp¶Xv. Asæn \nbaw Ahs\ Ccp¼gnIÄ¡pÅnem¡pw. \osb{Xtbm XhW A¯cw _Ô\¯nembn«pWvSv?’
Imcy§Ä ]dbpt¼mÄ Fsâ ]cmPb§Ä ]dªv Fs¶ tXm¸n¡p¶Xv \n§fpsS Øncw {]Xym{IaW ]cn]mSnbmWv. sXäp sN¿m¯hcmcpWvSv? AsXms¡ BhÀ¯n¨mhÀ¯n¨p ]dªv apdns¸Sp¯p¶ kmUnÌmWp \n§Ä.
‘sXäp sN¿m¯hÀ BcpanÃ. ]s£ PohnXImew apgp.h³ sXäp sNbvXpsImWvSncn¡p¶hÀ hfsc Ipdt¨bpÅp. sXäpIfn \n¶p icn ]Tn¡p¶nà F¶XmWv \nsâ {]iv\w. sXäpIÄ BhÀ¯n¨v \jvS§Ä hmcn¡p«p¶ \nsâ kao]\w icnbsÃt¶ ]dªpÅq.’
F¶pw tIÄ¡p¶ ]ÃhnbmWv Rm³ icnbmhnÃ, icnbmhnà Fs¶ms¡. C¡mcy¯n a½ow, At¸w H¯ptNÀ¶v Fs¶ tImÀWÀ sN¿pIbmWv. Bbnt¡mfp.
‘]ckv]cw ]Ssh«p¶ amXm]nXm¡Ä¡nSbn hoÀ¸pap«p¶ At\Iw Ip«nIfpWvSv. \nsâ {]iv\w Hcpan¨p \n¡p¶ amXm]nXm¡fmWv. \nsâ AcpXmbvaIÄs¡Xnsc R§Ä Hcpan¨p \n¶n«pWvsS¶Xv icnbmWv. AXn R§Ä¡v A`nam\tabpÅp. R§Ä \n\¡pthWvSn Hcpan¨p \n¶ aäp kµÀ`§Ä \n\¡v Adnbnsöp tXm¶p¶p. \obpWvSmb BZy\mfpIfn cm{Xn F¶pw Ic¨nembncp¶p. A¶p R§Ä cWvSpt]cpw amdnamdn \ns¶ sXmfnteän cm{Xn apgph³ \S¡pambncp¶p. BZy kvIqÄ Znhkw \o henb H¨¸mSpWvSm¡n. \nsâ `b¸mSp Xocp¶Xphsc R§Ä \gvkdn¡p ap¼n Im¯p \n¡pambncp¶p. `£Ww Ign¸n¡m³ henb _p²nap«mbncp¶p. A½ `£Ww Xcpt¼mÄ Rm³ hnIrXn ImWn¸n¨v \ns¶ ckn¸n¨v `£Ww Ign¸n¡pambncp¶p. \o ]n©SnIÄ h¨t¸mÄ Xmfw sIm«n \nsâ ]ndsI \S¡pambncp¶p. \ns¶ amdnamdn FSp¯p sImWvSmWv ssaepIÄ¡IsebpÅ ]Ånbn t]mImdpÅXv. \o ho«n \n¶pw BZyambn Hfnt¨mSnb Znhkw \nsâ kpc£nXamb Xncn¨p hchn\pthWvSn R§sfmcpan¨v D]hkn¨v {]mÀ°n¨p. Ipähmfnbmbn \o Pbnenembt¸mÄ {Iqc\mb t]meokptZymKØsâ ap¼n ssIIq¸n \n¶v \ns¶ D]{Zhn¡cpsX¶p ]dªv At]£n¨Xv R§Ä cWvSpt]cpw IqSnbmWv. AbmÄ ]dª AÇoe¨phbpÅ iImc§Ä tI«t¸mÄ R§Ä hnfdnt¸mbn. \o sN¶p NmSnb km¼¯oI Ipä¯nsâ ISw XoÀ¡phm³ A½bpsS kzÀ®m`cWhpw A¸bpsS t{]mhnUâv ^WvSpw k·\tÊmsSbmWv R§Ä D]tbmKn¨Xv. HSphn aZy]n¨v DWvSmb BIvknUân \n\¡v càw \ÂIphm³ R§Ä cWvSpt]cpw ssIÄ \o«n. hoWvsSSp¸n\v ImÂhcn¡pcnin \o«nb Ic§fpw AXn \ns¶mgpInb càhpw R§fpsS cà¯n IeÀ¯n \nsâ ]m]¡dIfpw I·j§fpw IgpIn shSn¸mt¡Wta F¶p {]mÀ°n¨mWv \n\¡pthWvSn cà_en kaÀ¸n¨Xv. CsXms¡ FÃm amXm]nXm¡fpw sN¿p¶ Imcy§fmWv. IW¡p ]dªXÃ. \ns¶ Ipäs¸Sp¯phm³ am{Xta R§Ä H¶n¨p \n¶n«pÅp F¶p \o ]dªXpsImWvSp ]dªp t]mbXmWv… …’